And Olivia remembered that day…
The day she promised she will never be attached to anyone ever again. She was hurt on that day. Hurt which was sickening to her totality and to her soul, most especially. She gave her best but like the cliche, it was not good enough. Even her deeds with so much effort in it, it was never been enough. In her dream, she wanted to be appreciated even in a tiniest way.
On that day too, she remembered that someday there will be a person who will appreciate her most. That person will appreciate, praise, and most especially love her. Someday that person, someday.
And Olivia just want to go far away from all of these. She wanted to escape. She wanted some peace. She was having problems lately. She was not the person she used to be. For her, she was being left behind. Will she ever be free from all of these?
Stand by me. Stand by me?, she thought. Was there someone who stands by her side. None. She was always strong, she needed to. She was tired. She wanted someone by her side who will always be there for her too. She knew that she needed someone. And she was praying that someone will arrive too soon until she still can resist all of these.
All of these, started when she met Johnny and Anna. Oh now she hated them so much. They were never of helped. They just giving her the creeps. Though she hated them, they were nice to her, they loved her. Does she ever love them? Does she feel the same toward them? She has a lot of questions in her mind. She wanted to escape and have some peace because maybe she will find some along the way.
Yikes. Lately, I’m having thoughts like this. It’s like a page from a novel. And yes! I have a dream of having a novel. I still don’t know what theme and how to write it. Not even a slightest clue I got. Hehe. But piece by piece I can make it.
I need to fix my grammar and my tenses, I know. Hehe :p