I am nobody’s favorite. They said I’m a daddy’s girl but I’m not. I know when you are somebody’s favorite because I wish to. Since I was small, I tried to do my bestest for me to be liked and shown no disappointments. BUT it was tiring, exhausting indeed. You tried to prove your worth to people whom doesn’t appreciate and like you. They said you cannot please everybody, but before it was very important for me to know what others think of me. Now, I learned my lesson. Like what Sandor Clegane said in the Game of Thrones, f*ck the king, f*ck everybody.
I just miss my father and my grandfathers, they were the ones who appreciated me. I can feel it, it was genuine. Girls don’t like girls. Lol.
I’m being so dramatic lately. I don’t know if it is hormonal imbalance or what. Thanks PMS if it is hormonal imbalance.